e x o d u s

What the fuck is wrong with ME? I find myself falling madly, deeply
in love with any girl who shows me the slightest bit of affection.
I hardly even know them but I feel that I do. Maybe in a sort of
inexplicable cosmic way our torrid hearts align and transpire with
the godlike looming celestial bodies bound inexorably in gravity.
Maybe I'm prone to proximity infatuations, maybe I have sciocial
issues because mommy never showered my in love and would beat me
and was a paranoid schizophrenic who would shelter and smother me in
her decay, locking her sin behind closed doors....eclipsing her bastard
sun so the demons couldn't come and steal him away.

This piece is in effigy of all the woman who have pulled at my heart
strings in one fashion or another, inadvertently or vindictively. I
haven't created something this true for some time now, fuck! Maybe
I'm lying to myself... aggrandizing a trite, pointless piece of shit.
--sigh--- in any case I'm some what more alated than usual so I'll give
you a brief synopsis of my hatework.

The latax clad cunt of course represents an amalgamation of various
girls....my current love intrest blah,blah.blah.
The cross purity which is ironic because it's on a whore...you know
another one of those sardonic gestures that has become so irreverently
cliche in my art work.
The skull, yeah you probably concluded that it's me the necrotic
idiot that just wont die-the light around him his escaping spirit....
his animus swirling in a vortex caught under the immense gravity of
his black hole-which consequently is his life.
I guess you might say this is an abstract, foreboding, picturesque, reflection of my inaffectual catastrophe....fuck it.